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Thursday, November 24, 2011

no mood to blog.

dah tak tao nak ckp psl ape kt blog ni. mostly i say everything kt fb la kan. ;D everything update kt fb la now. sbb my BB now cannot email. :( yela, BB lame. but tak pe la. asalkan ade kan? if tak de lg mengigau tak dpt nk handle business. -,-

 tgk la. nanti nak kumpul duet nak upgrade my BB la. i love Bold 2 but too bad. dorg tak keluarkan lg. now Bold 3 je la yg same mcm bold 2. :( but i want my bold 2 back laa. :( 

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Which One?

well, i have my annual dinner coming. not sure what to wear. the theme is GLAMZ & GLITZ. so i have few dress i think i want to wear. OBVIOUSLY i will use BLACK. :D look slimmer! hahahah

mane lawa? suggest pleaseee!!

Thursday, October 20, 2011


i just love this phone. nothing much i can say. i just love love love love love love love BLACKBERRY! 
 what i love about it is not only because the BBM. i can check my mail and stuff. so it's easy for me. just like FB, Blackberry connect me to my customers. :) 

 my fav is Bold 2. but too bad Bold 2 stop production. :( so no choice have to choose between this 3 BB. so which one? have to save up my money to upgrade my BB. :)  


Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Thursday, September 29, 2011


like it simple and nice. well, i always like it like this. in everything. my house, my life, my fashion. in everything can say. :) well, to those my friend who know me tao la mcm mane. but actually nak ckp psl simple ni. but tibe2 mcm nak tuka topik pulak. it's about my son! hehehe. he is one boy yg suke TIDO sambil MAKAN. hahahh! bile tgh mkn dye bole tdo just like that. tak tao dr mane dye dpt la kan. hahahha! ni gmbr dye. :D 

u see how cute he is! sleep on the table! hahahahha he is damn cute la! bukan sbb he's my son je but he is cute! kan?! hahahha! ok back to the simple thing. u know i see some people yg tak penah nk simple. always want what other people ade. contoh, org pkai BB, dye pon nak ikot. org beli IPAD, dye pon nak ikot. haiyoooo.. cm tu pon bole ke? -,- 

 so ni da tak de mood nk type.. so sape terase faham2 je la ye. jgn nk poyo sgt. buat ape yg mampu je.

Thursday, September 22, 2011


if nak ckp psl HOLE, mcm2 ade. but one thing i wanna say about HOLE is u really and ARSEHOLE. well one more thing, when u see someone in a hole, u should help them. NOT COVER THAT BLOODY HOLE! i freaking hate people like this! selfish people! da tao kite tgh susah lg mao take from us. kite da tolong byk but still tak sedar diri lg! if nk ckp psl ni, mmg smpai besok pg pon tak abis. so better i shut the F**K up then bia ape dye nk buat with their life.!

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Blackberry Bold 9900

nothing much can i say! i think im in love with this phone! 

Sunday, August 14, 2011


i just got this from my husband. ni pon aunty dye fowardkan. so korg, lepas bace ni mmg meremang bulu roma la.. but mmg btol pon. so korg, jgn ingt bile dgn bf or husband korg safe ye. still bahaya jugak. so bace la ni elok2 ye. :) 
please share or reblog.

FYI...and worth taking note......NEW TACTICS

Someone shared the following cases:

(1)        Today I passed by a building which has an ATM machine. There was
an old man looking at me. Suddenly, he called me.    He said he didn't know
how to read, so he gave me his ATM card and asked me to help him withdraw
money from the ATM machine. I answerd 'NO!! If you need help, ask the
security to help you. 'Then he said 'nevermind...' and continued to find
other people to help him... REMEMBER: ATM machines have CCTVs. If you help
him he will later claim that you have robbed him or stolen his ATM card.
Besides, his ATM card could be a stolen one. So please be careful of these

(2)        Suddenly your house lights go off. From your window you find that
your neighbours still have lights. So you go out of your house to check the
Meter Box. But once you open the door, a knife will be pointing at you and
preventing you from closing it. This is when you will be robbed and injured.
REMEMBER: Even though your electricity suddenly goes off, DO NOT open your
door immediately. Look around to see if there is anything unusual or if
there is any noise around.

(3)        This is another incident. You may have heard it before, it is
about a lady who she saw a kid crying by the roadside.    When she spoke to
the kid, the kid told her he was lost and wanted her to take him home. The
kid even gave her a paper with his house address. So she took him home. But
when she rang the door bell, she had an electric shock. Later when she woke
up, she was naked in an empty room. REMEMBER: Being such a compassionate and
helpful person might not be a good thing these days. Pass this on and girls,
please be careful.

4)          One day, there was an old lady outside my house holding 2
packets of sweets. At first I thought she was our neighbour and wanted to
give us these packs of sweets as a gift. But then when she spoke, I can
realised that she was foreigner. I could not understand what she was talking
about. I guessed she must be asking for money. I sensed there was something
wrong and immediately closed the door and ignored her. Later, I found she
and an accomplice robbed someone else down the road.

(5)        I was at the ATM machine to withdraw some money. Behind me,
there was an old lady. She asked me whether I was able to withdraw my money
because she said she had problem with her machine. Suddenly a small girl
came up beside me. The small girl was squeezing in front of me. I thought
she was just naughty and playful. But then, the small girl put her hand at
the tray of the ATM machine where the money comes out, ready to take away my
money. I sensed something wrong and immediately pushed her away. Later I
realised that the small girl and the old lady worked together. She was
trying to steal my money while the old lady was trying to distract my
attention by asking me questions! REMEMBER: BE VERY CAREFUL when you are at
an ATM machine and be alert. Look out for anyone suspicious around you!

(6)        My parents are retired and stay at home most days. One
afternoon, a young stranger went to their house and said his motorcycle had
no more petrol and the petrol station was too far for him to push his bike
there. So he asked my parents for an empty coke bottle to buy some petrol.
He said he will pay RM2 for the bottle. So my mum took one coke bottle for
him.  He really took out the money from his pocket, but it was a RM 100
note. He told my mum he had no small change and asked my mum to give him the
change. Luckily my mum was smart. She just told him to take it for free.
REMEMBER: obviously that note is fake!! Who would want to pay for RM2 for an
empty coke bottle!! It's very OBVIOUS that that stranger is a trickster.

(7)        This happened in Bali. A newly married couple were having their
honeymoon at the hotel. When both are in the changing room, the wife
suddenly went missing. The husband was very anxious and went around to find
her. He asked the hotel staff to help him find her. Then he thought his wife
was just playing hide and seek. So he went back and waited for his wife.
After a few hours, he decided to call the police. 3 weeks passed and there
was still no news about his missing wife. So he went back and was very
dissapointed and sad. A few years later, he came back to Bali, to watch a
'FREAK SHOW' in an old house.  He saw a dirty and rusty metal cage. Inside
there was a lady without limbs. Her body including the face was full of
scars.  When he had a closer look at her face, he was shocked to find that
it was his missing wife put there as a means for begging.

(8)        This happened in Shanghai. A few years ago, a lady reported to
the police that her cousin sister was missing in the shopping complex. But
after 5 years, one of her friends found her cousin sister begging at the
road side one of the streets in Bangkok, Thailand. The worst thing is that
her cousin sister has no more limbs and her body was tied to a lamp post
with a shackle metal chain.

(9)        Let's just shorten this story. DO NOT open your house door when
you hear the sound of a BABY CRYING!! It might be a trap!  Women in the
house must be alert to this trick. The police said it is the work of a
robber or murderer using the recording of a baby crying to attract your
attention. This normally happens at night and when you are alone in the

(10)      I read an email that was sent by my friend. Her friend, known as
A, went to Luo Hu Commercial City with 2 friends, B and C. Luo Hu Commercial
City is the Shenzhen counterfeit goods distribution center. There are many
people there. It's also near to the ShenZhen train station and Hong Kong's
Luo Hu Port. C went to the toilet at the shopping centre while A and B
waited outside. After waiting for a long, time they felt uneasy and went
into the toilet to look for her. When they went in, there was nobody inside.
Both were scared and they called C's phone. There was no reply. So they
reported to the police.  The police asked them whether they had seen anybody
suspicious going into the toilet. Both    said there were none and it's
impossible to bring a life person out of the toilet without them noticing!
Then A remembered seeing a cleaner pushing a trolley in, and then coming
out. The police told them that was not the 1st time such a thing happened.
The police suspected a gang of criminals who were always attacking women in
the toilet of shopping complexes. They use cleaners to kidnap people to
harvest their organs for sale. REMEMBER: please be careful when using the
toilet. Do not go to the wash room or toilet ALONE!! Please at least have a
partner with    you.

Moral of those stories? Have to be VERY careful and wise. And DO NOT take
any risk. Most important - Pray for God's protection. The world is becoming
more and more evil.

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Oh Sexy Man.


Juadah Buka Puasa

bulan puase ni banyak aje dugaan kan? adehhh.
bukan dugaan ape. dugaan tgk mkanan. -,-
mmg if pegi bazaar ramadhan tu ade je nak beli. skali beli smpai rm20 pon habis. lgpon harga kuih skrg cm da mahal pulak. dulu RM1 - 3. skrg RM5-2. so mane better? mane2 pon ok la.. so now nak ckp pasal juadah buka puase ni. mcm2 nak mkn time puase ni kan. but my fav few je. hehehhehe. so sambil tahan air liur tgk la juadah puase. mmg terliur kejap la... -,-

my most fav food time bulan pose!!!!!

mmg la time raya banyak but i still cari time puase!

karipap ni sgt sdp!!!
 so tu la menu bulan puase yg slalu teringin and termimpi2. adoiiii... batal pose tgk lame2.. -,-

Thursday, August 4, 2011


when it comes to friday, mmg happy sbb half day. but bulan puase ni je keje lebih mase cikit. :( 
bos suh keje smpai 430. :( huwaaaaaaaaa
dah la hari biase kene keje smpai 630 ok? lemau je kne keje sampai 6.30.
dah la tak de break. so trus je la keje smpai 630. bayagkan mcm mne keje trus 1 ari.? -,- coz i have to work 
10 1/2 hours 1 day. -,- pengsan! 

 but nak buat mcm mane kan. i have to work to earn. :) 
but smlm im off. supposed to go for an interview but i decided not to go. i will stay with murphy. :) 
how much i wanted to leave this company so bad because of some people but i still love this company. yela, mmg tak lame keje cni but still. well, one good thing keje kt murphy ni ade mat saleh yg handsome! hahahahhahaha!!

mati kantoi ngn husband nnt! hahahha. but seriesly, all the guy here very pro. they never nak kacau bini org ke ape. just ade la some people. but tak kan nak mention kat cni lak kan? kang tak pasal2 kne buang naya je. hahahahhahaha. mane nk cari mkn. but im really happy working here. :) friday abis keje 1230. hehehhe
 gaji pon not bad la. im blessed. sbb sometimes i see my frens, and some people la kan. they have diploma in business, HR, etc. but they still looking for job and keje yg bukan profession dorg. u got what i mean tak?
 mcm contoh la u take HR course mse kolej ke ape and in the end u just receptionist in small company or u just a clerk. how like that?

 ok bukan i nak bangga diri ke ape but i have no paper, no diploma in anything. and im just 22. im working in the world tallest building, oil and gas company and earn Alhamdulillah. (( tak payah sebut kt cni la ye ) 
 i only have paper from fashion school. tu pon rase tak bole pkai. hahahha but still im lucky to have all this. u just have to work smart. thats y people byk envy ngn i. -,- jgn la envy. u guys will have ur own thing soon. just u guys have to work hard la. :) 


so thats it. tgn pon da membeku ni. sejuk yg teramat sgt kt cni. -,-

off day~

bile off ape kite buat? make up la ape lg. ;p
hehehheheh.. so this is what i do today. :) 

the base color i use :) 

the eyeshadow pallet that i use. 

ni da apply base utk mate. :) 

ni da apply foundation. :) 
sila tgk gmbr dr bwh ke atas ye. :P
malas nak susun balik..

p/s : gmbr full make up akn diupload nnt. kasi suprise. :) 

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

My Artwork.

im not a pro make up artist. but i love make up!
so i have my make up collections. but not so much la. heheheh
so this one is my make up collection. heheheh

this is "some" of my make up. sbb make up mmg full satu bag. hahahhaha. ni make up utk event or suke2.
make up pegi ofis lain ye. :) 

this is emo theme. :) 

this is fairy theme. :) 

this is inspired by Katy Perry sbb dye mmg suke pkai color2 terang mcm ni. :) 

so ni some of my art work. :)
if korg nak add or view my artwork bole add me here :

Monday, August 1, 2011

How to do simple eyeliner.

hey guys, i promise to upload pictures utk buat normal simple eyeliner kan?
so here it is. the picture quality is bad. coz gune hp je. -,-

  this is the eyeliner i use. REVLON COLORSTAY. but yg tu gune utk lukis je. mcm bg guide la.
yg lg satu tu IN2IT eyeliner. yg tu bru buat line yg btol. :)  

ni bentuk eyeliner REVLON tu. dye mcm pen marker. so sng nk lukis la. 

 ni bile gune eyeliner REVLON tu. u can see mmg color dye fade. sbb i just want the guide line.
so tak kan lari the line bile pkai liquid eyeliner in2it tu. :)  

so ni la hasil dye. :) 
after add the in2it eyeliner on top. so just make the tail kt tepi. yg tail tu depends ngn mate ite juga.
mate kite tak same. so kena pandai2 adjust la, :) 

so tu je yg sempat i buat. hope u guys like it la. bukan pro pon but thats the least i can do. heheheh

Friday, July 29, 2011

ni contoh eyeliner yg i da buat. but ni theme Arab. 
bole ikot ni jugak utk reference. but nnt i akn upload step by step. sbb amik mase nak buat. :) 

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Basic Make Up ( khas buat kawan ku Illi. :D )

ok. this entry utk my fren, ili . yang nak sgt i do my make up tutorial. but no time to do video. so buat je la blog entry for her. :) 

so nak make up basic sng je. first, kne cari moisturizer or primer yg sesuai. coz for me, im using primer from SEPHORA. :) ( ape lg kan? ) lgpon i always use make up everyday and nak last long. so apply primer all over ur face especially T zone and kawasan yg berminyak. 

ok tu da siap. then foundation. foundation pon penting gak. kne cari yg sesuai ngn kulit, if too cerah nmpk cm badut, too gelap nmpk cm berbelak. so u guys have to find perfect skin tone foundation. disarankan apply foundation whole face gune span. JGN GUNE TGN. sbb nnt tak rata. tu for me la. other people tak tao. :) apply kt tmpt yg T zone jugak. like for me, im using REVLON photoready foundation. sbb foundation tu cover whole face and make ur face look smooth. bu mahal cikit la. but berbaloi. :) but its up to u also.

then we have compact powder. ni pon penting gak. yela, if da ptg2 kan nak touch up. so gune bedak je. ni pon penting kne same ngn skin tone. lain org lain taste. for me, i prefer natural tan. tak suke cerah sgt n gelap sgt. so nmpk mcm natural je. i learn from SEPHORA, nk bg lg rata apply bedak gune brush. lg effect dye best. but i dont like it. i still prefer span yg sedia ade dlm compact powder tu. and FYI im using photoready compact powder from REVLON. :) coz mmg best giler. ni pon a bit pricy but worth it la. so cube la try. :) 

after da siap muka sume. bole buat mate pulak. for me, i start from my eyebrow then my eyeliner. if u da bentuk kening, just alter ngn brown pencil liner. jgn gune black sbb nnt nmpk garang. so gune brown je. :) then move to eyeliner. eyeliner ni ssh cikit. sbb ikot mate. like for me, it take me 1/2 hour to do my eyeliner. coz i want it to be perfect. i always use liquid eyeliner. tips for eyeliner is u can draw the line gune pencil line dulu. but, from inside corner of ur eyes tu bg halus je garisan dye. bile smpai ujung mate naik kan cikit. then if da puas hati ngn lukis tu bru amek liquid eyeliner draw btol2. kira mcm pencil liner tu mcm guide la. then u alter a bit la with the liquid eyeliner. now just bg simple je. nnt i amek gmbr ok? :) 

so da habis ngn eyeliner, bole apply mascara. mascara simple je. any mascara will do. then can apply blusher. remember, blusher jgn gune color pink ok? if nk natural gune color brown if can. :) thats just my suggestion je la. but up to u. :) so i think smpai cni dulu. will buat video or amek gmbr if sempat ok? :) 

p/s : illi, ni khas utk ko! :D  

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

baby and me.

bad day again?

oh god! 
is it me or im having a bad week this week? :'( 
like everything i do is not right. 
tak tau la kenape. since last Friday mcm2 jd. i had a fight with my dad, my sister also. and this week really add the stress to my brain! 
sometimes bile kat office tu i wonder mat saleh yg keje kt KLCC ni bpe puluh ribu gak gaji dorg. sometimes tgk all the secretary tu bole shopping kt sephora la, isetan la , kt parkson la time lunch. best je. like for us ( receptionist ) kite tgk je la ye. nk g shopping mmg tak dapat la. sometimes i wonder how does it feel be like that? well, i admit i never had easy ife but im glad i have people who love me around me. :) 

tak semestinya bole shopping kt KLCC ni dorg happy. but tao2 je la kan, naluri org perempuan ni ade 9. mcm2 nak. nak handbag, nk perfume, make up la. every month mst nak baju baru kan. ehehhehe. but tu la. if tak mampu tak pe. kite beli je ape yg mampu kan. 
but tu la kan. dorg yg keje kt KLCC ni bayangkan la almost everyday go shopping. haih... 

but tak pe la. because of all this make me more stronger nak keje kuat to achieve what i want. i'm lucky to have greg as a husband. he always support me in anything i want to do. but well, he knows better coz he like more experience then me kan. so yeah. well im still young! not that im 30+ ke bagai. im only 22 ( september ) :) 
i still got a long way to go though. mcm org ckp " malam masih muda ". :D 

well deep inside my heart i still want to be fashion designer. but if fashion designer bukan rezeki tak pe la. nak buat mcm mane. mayb my place is not there. i belong in some where else. coz now i have to think about my family. not only my self. coz i have ryo. and mayb coming soon another one who knows kan? :) 
if da rezeki, ade la. if tak de xpe. we just have to kerja keras to get there. 
so basically thats all la. nothing much dah. but will update soon. 

( macam ade je yg bace. -,- ) 

Monday, July 18, 2011


as u all know, im in love with fashion! 
since small i really love fashion. still remember yang my mom used to draw me princess pny dress. :) 
and until now, i'm still in love with designs, fashion, etc.
everything yg berkaitan with fashion. :D
tak kira la make up, baju, shoes, bags or whatever.
when i was 18 i went to fashion college yg tak berapa famous that time. it's private college but not that famous. but they all always do fashion show kt that time. so nak pendek kan cerita, i had my first fashion show. but too bad, because of some people, i cant be there. and where am i? u guess it! in the freaking hospital for 5 days!!! sape2 yg know me will know why im in the hospital. heheheh

so ok la. tu da lepas. so my fashion design study just fly away like that. it's too expensive for me to continue. well, lgpon mcm mane nak cari mkn with that only. i need fix income for my family though. :) tak pe lah. i can sacrifice my passion. who know there's something better will come for me in future kan? so just be patient la. now in my mind thinking want to take diploma in HR or Secretary. so i can earn better. i dont want to be Receptionist until i grow old like some people. i want better things in my life. i need to work hard for my son and my family though. coz thats all i have now. nothing else. :) 

but deep inside me i still have the passion for fashion. i still do my designs and still want to go there. my dream always wanna be famous fashion designer like Versace , Tom Ford , Dolce & Gabana , Raplh Lauren, Vera Wang , Bernard Chandran , Jummy Choo and etc. well sape tak nak jadi famous kan? since in school i always be the one yg kene singkir ke tepi. what i meant is im the weird one. in school my frens dont like me because im too load they said? im not sure. but i think only my close frens know that. in college im not rich so my principal push me aside. but i dont care. i still want to learn fashion. but too bad, i cant. 
so from now on i just do on my own. look at all my friends doing well in fashion line. some in paris, some in london, and some still here doin fashion shows. well, mmg actually that i want. but i cant afford. so just look at them and be happy for them :) my time will come one day eventually. InsyAllah. 

just pray for me. well my design not that good. what do u expect? im not event finish my diploma! my father ask me to stop. it really hurt me the most beside my mom passed away. but tak pe la. i have my husband and my son to cure all my pain. actually i wanna show u some of my designs. so i hope u like it :) 

fallen angel


few face


get off my page

i love u

miss u

so here some of my design. it's not perfect but yeah. :) 
hope u like it! 

i take order for all this t-shirt. :)

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Monday, July 11, 2011


well. i am sad. sbb ryo pny bday next month.
he goin to be 2 years old da. besar dah anak mummy. :) 
well he very smart now. and grow so fast. but still ckp mumbling. -,- xtao ap yg dye ckp. but he's cute. yela, mak mane tak nak ckp anak dye comel kan? 
but back to the story la. i'm sad sbb next month ryo's bday. and i dont have any plans for him.
i wanna make his bday special but i dont know. 
i see my frens on fb plan mcm2 utk anak dorg pny bday. but for me, mayb just small cake for us. 
tak de kot nk buat party for him. :) 
we just do ape yg mampu. da lame juga never buy clothes for ryo. pity him. xpe la. raye ni bole shopping for him. :) 
well, i will give him ape yg mampu. coz i dont wanna spoil him. sbb if we give him everything now, nnt if in future we have problems how? if mmg pasti u can be on top smpai bile2 tak pe. but like for me, i dont want to take the risk. i wanna teach my son how hard life is.

coz i live in very wealthy lifestyle last time. coz my mom make sure we have everything. but then we become spoil. and some of us become very rude. so i don't want that. i want my son well brought up. well i mayb cannot be like my mom but i will make sure i work my ass out for my son. me n greg will do anything for him. sometimes mmg rase nak menangis thinking about the condition but i have to stay strong. well at least for ryo and the family.

we're not that rich though. but we happy. yes mak mane tak nak tgk anak dye pkai lawa2.? which parents dont want that? all parents want the best for their children. yes i love ryo so much. having ryo make me strong. yes i lack in some part but i do learn smthng. but mayb some people never learn. they still think they so smart though. but tak pe la. nak buat mcm mane kan. i just live my life. and they live theirs. 

but tu la. im just sad i cant give to ryo. but tak pe la. things will change. who knows this time not my time. mayb next year is my year? just wish me luck people. :) 

Thursday, July 7, 2011


oh my! I'm drooling just look at the picture! :)
Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

some people

some people just annoying.
well i admit sometimes i NEVER say SORRY. 
but the most annoy thing people do to me is call me and my husband "babi".
u tell me what kind of person is that? 
well if u tell me is RUDE. but people call me rude. 
i just don understand what the word RUDE means is anymore. 
coz for me, RESPECT is something that u earn. just like my husband say.
but mayb banyak org ingat that my husband teach me to be like this. but actually not. i change to be like this coz he open my eyes. my mom passed away when i was 17. no one guide me. i was left alone in my own world. well, i found greg. nasib baik dye ade. if not, i dont know what goin to happen to me. but people never understand. they think they so smart sometimes. 
they only know how to complain an complain and complain. they never help me when im in a deep shit. coz they to busy with their own shit. 

but tu la. i just dont understand why people like to complain about how i run my life? is it bothering them how i run my life? i never complain anything about their life. if they want to buy this buy that and act got lot of money but no money also. like for me, if i have no money i akn berpade2 la. i knw i cannot afford to buy expensive things. i knw my place. i wont use designer bag just to show that "oh! im rich!" i wont do that. yes deep in my heart i want to buy things for myself and for my family. i want to stay a nice house with perfect kitchen. i wanna have all that but i knw i cannot afford it. so nevermind. i just use what i have now. but tu pon org nak complain about me? im one person will never disturb people. i will do my own thing and just do my own thing. but people will come to me and asking me this and ask me that. bile i dont answer say i rude. haihhh.. 

it's tiring when people keep complaining about how i handle my life and my family. please la just stay away. now i just want to live my life according what we mampu. im not like u. i am me. 
i have a husband who want privacy. and my sister who take care of my son. and i will help her to do whatever she want. so please. just stay away. coz its effecting my life. if u cannot handle me being like this, up to u. i dont give a damn. coz im comfortable with my way like this. coz u always think u right. but sometimes we make mistakes. i admit i make mistakes as well. 
so just stay away.

Monday, July 4, 2011


I miss my mom so much.
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Thursday, June 30, 2011

miss mummy.

tibe2 rase mcm rindu my mom. :( 
sometimes kan bile sorg2 kt office teringat kat dye. yela i'm close to my mom.
ngn sape lg kan nk rapat? well, as u all knw how my life story is. my mom passed away 5 years ago.
oh my, it's been 5 years. how time flies so fast.
and now, my marriage nak masok 3 years.
and my baby boy nak masok 2 years old. :) 

tak sangka mase berlalu cepat sgt. it's been 5 years.
whenever i miss my mom i always look at ryo.
thinking how my mom jage we all last time. how she handle when we sick, bad mood, fussy and all.
balik keje have to tgk anak, masak, kemas2 uma.
for me now smpai tertido kt office coz so tired. 
yela, ryo demam, and tak selesa malam2. dye terjage. have to bgn layan dye sekejap.
but greg yg jage most of the time coz im working the next morning. but still i cant sleep coz ryo is crying. rase2 mak dulu lalui ke semua tu? but i wonder if my dad do the same thing?
coz yeah, i'm here sbb dye gak. he wont pay for my study and ask me to go and work. so i keje and met my husband. so we got married. 

but bile pk2 balik why my family dont like my husband? sbb dye convert? sbb dye tak nak jmpe my family? mcm mane dye nk jmpe? when i told my family that im getting married semua ingt im pregnant. COME ON!! just bcoz im young isn't it? and my husband not MUSLIM! 
semua nak complain. and ask greg to see them sbb nk ckp. nk ckp ape? nk sound him sbb take care of me? sometimes i dont understand. why they have to do that? 
if my mom still alive she wont do that. i know she will talk to me and greg but dye akn ckp elok2. i knw my husband. come on la. if like u, ur partner pny family ckp nk jmpe then bile jmpe tny mcm2 and komen about ur religion and give comment like " oh why nak kawin ngn dye? nk tarik dye masok christian ke?" u think u wanna go and see the family?
ape hina sgt ke org bukan melayu ni? at least my husband took me in when im all alone. when my heart crush coz i cant further my studies. when im all alone face the outside world. im saying this bukan nak burukkan my family but its the fact. but they said dorg tak kesah but i knw them. when im with my husband family i feel very welcome. they respect me as muslim. they treat me well. but y my family cannot do the same? if my mom still alive she will make sure my husband feel welcome. thats y i miss her so much. and like now i have a son. she will take care of my son. dye tak kesah if duk uma n do nothing. sbb it will be her grandson. 

i still remember when the last night me n her in the hospital, she told me " just do what ever u want to do. if u like fashion go for it. dont stop." and i wont stop. yes now im not doing my fashion thing but i will keep going there. i will make sure im someone in fashion line. if my family tak nak tolong tak pe. i will help myself. my husband is there for me. :) 

but i miss mom. :')

Tuesday, June 21, 2011


well, kids now days. oh wrong! TEENAGER now days.
macam2 la dorg skrg ni. 
ade yg ok ade yg tak. ade yg mengade ade yg baik.
so ape komen?
coz i always see all these teenager kt KLCC. 
maklom la kan KLCC ni tmpt org lepak. dog suke sgt lepak kt taman kt luwa klcc tu kan.
so byk la budak2 lepak kt taman tu. that day simply la duduk kt ctu sorg2 time lunch.
time tu pulak tgh cuti skola. so semestinya ramai org.
i just sat there alone with my bubbletea. :D
tgk budak2 skola tgh lepak2, dating sume. 
byk je budak2 skola ni dating. im not sure la how old are they. but they look so young.
mcm 13-17 year old. but pakaian mak aiiii.. kalahkan kite org yg da bekerja ni.
it's not that i want to condemn dorg but ntah la. 
i knw i use to be like them once but ntah la. i married so young so mayb my mentality lain kot.
mayb sth org still want to have fun lg. but until when also kan?
and about the teenager tu sume still young. peluk, kiss kt public. 
well, its not nice though. mmg all of us penah buat sume tu but this one budak umo 13 tahun?

no comment la kan? :)
up to them as long as they happy with their on life. :)
all of us deserve a good life.

i'm still not over it!

yes people! im still not over that i sold my Blackberry!
i miss my Blackberry! :'(
well i cant do anything though. nak buat mcm mane. i have to.
but now i nekad nk kumpul duet nak beli bru.
with my own money! coz i need a Blackberry so much!
coz since i run a business it's easy for me to check my mail or my fb.
sometimes ye la kt uma tak sempat nk check since sume org kt uma tu nk gune the laptop kan.
haih. so what to do. :(

Friday, June 10, 2011


At last its friday! :D

Date day with hubby! :) <3
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Wednesday, June 8, 2011


When I update this blog I'm in the tren otw home. Just finish work. And lepak dgn my office mate. Byk juga cerita we talk about. Well, about people most of it. And mat saleh yg keje with our company. :)

Mcm tak hot pulak kan sume mat saleh kt our company. Hehe well u should see them! Hot ok? :D
But well I'm married. But ade gak la few people cm tego2.. Flirt2. :)

Long day today. No mood also today. But still I manage to smile. :)

In my mind now is my bed, ryo n my husband.

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Wordless Wednesday 1#

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Monday, June 6, 2011

Ryo's nail.

Here is ryo's nail. I just cannot look! :(
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It's better to have FEW true friends then lot of FAKE friends.
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My baby boy

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Ryo's nail. :(

that day my sister told me that ryo's finger tersepit kat sliding door. 
so when i come home cepat2 la tgk jari dye. panic juga. 
coz come on. his finger like so tiny! i cant imagine anything happen to his finger! 
so when i get back i take a look bengkak juga. so sapu la minyak. 
so pegang la jari dye tgk he ok je.
tak nangis or anything.
so ok la kan. after few days his finger mcm ade nanah inside.
so i burst nanah tu supaya tak bengkak lg.
sbb takot bile bengkak jari dye sakit kan.
so after that letak cream supaye cpt kering tgn dye tu.
so i thought ok la. sbb i always check on his hand. tgk cm tak de ape. 

ni tgh dye kena plaster. 
but he so cute. everytime cm sakit or ngntok he will say " MOM "
then he give his finger to me for me to kiss. :) 
how sweet is that my boy? hehehhe

but then nak jadikan cerita smlm mase tgh baring2 ngn greg and all dlm bilik
ryo g garu2 his leg and hand.
then bunyi dye garu tu lik lain mcm. so i scold greg coz i thought its him.
coz this two father and son suke sgt garu sane garu sini.
then i take his hand and feel his fingernail coming out!! 
yes its like really coming out!

i'm panic already. kelam kabut nak g cari plaster. 
yela. his finger the whole nail coming out! eeeeeeeeee..
i cannot imagine la! 
i feel pain for him. but tgk dye cm relax je. -,-
mummy dye lak yg panic cm ape je. 
smpai greg marah ask to stop.
for me if ryo got small cut n kuwa darah pon mcm nak nangis je.
ni ape lg if the fingernail coming out!!! :'(

so i just put the plaster to hold the nail. 
greg said it will come out by it self. but i dont know if it feel pain or not for him.
but hope xde ape la. 
p/s : i miss my baby boy. :( 

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Tuesday, May 31, 2011


nothing much can say about this!
u have to see for urself! 

i got nothing much to say!
i admit i'm a shoe-holic! 

there's more!!!